Quit

Yes. A lot of times when things doesn't come in the right way. 

The first thing that come in mind is to quit. 

Ask me now. 

And i would tell you. 

I so fucking freaking-ly wanna pack my bag and quit studying here. 

Its not a college. Its a jail here. 

Ask me again. 

I should have choose my own path not just following my parents decisions. 

I think God made mistakes too.

Setting up an animal's brain on a human body doesn't work, dude. 

_wtf_

Let me go. 

Decisions

Decisions making is one of our daily activity. 

I'm always bad at making decisions. 

So, advise people always give is follow your heart. 

Yeah, so i make decisions by following my heart. 

Ironically, after you made a decision, people around you will tend to disagree what you decide. 

So, why ask to follow their heart in the first place?

Why don't you ask him/ her to take care of others feeling instead of asking them to put their feelings in the first place?

- bbq-

自杀

天又暗了，又时候睡觉了。

睡觉这两个字很折磨。

失眠一个星期了。

失眠会让你胡思乱想，会让你想自杀。

相信自杀这念头都曾出现过在每个人的脑海里。

前几天在电视上听到一位法师说道，他说自杀的人以为死了一了百了，但是可不是。

自杀的人会在自杀后，同样的时间，同样的地点，重复地跳下去。

跳一次很痛苦了。这是要一直跳，直到有一个人在同样的一个位置自杀，死者才能解脱。

很恐怖，对吧？

活着也苦，死了也苦。

想着想着，想出家当尼姑。

放下执着。