Friday, May 29, 2009

sejak aku dilahirkan

ini bukan emo post, tapi ini adalah perasaan aku dalam hati...millions times that people that i know had joke about my size...hmm..yesh..i'm fat,big size since i'm born...wai yee, u should not eat this and that ...yesh , i'm fat..i'm comfortable with myself...i mean i'm already biasa that ppl just made fun of my size...seriously i'm had no feelings towards it...and in fact, i can joke about it too..but,it made me sad in another way...arghh...just like going back to form 3...hiding inside the blanket and sob...wow...those sad days that i had past...well..its okay...hahaha...i'm glad that i'm a cute , chubby little girl when i am still a baby...i've give my mum sweet memories when i still a kid...^^..but, when i'm in primary...sorry mum...i've been a ugly daughter...maybe i'm the only daughter...i suppose to be beautiful...i still remember how she scold me just because of my size...ukir dalam hati aku selama-lamanya..and this problem is bugging me for years...and i finally gave up last year and i just do what i want...Treacherians , sometimes u just cant find back the old wai yee...the wai yee that is hamsap, made fun of herself so that u all laugh like hell...^^...even myself feel that it is hard for me to find back myself...i'm lost somewhere...
i'm sorry that i cant slim down....i'm just so sorry for my family and myself...


* after the aunty case(refer to jin's blog) *

i just feel that i wanted to write something...^^


*the 1st post that i cry when writing it*

30th may~~

-wai yee-

11 comments:

$hu p3! said...

wai yee..dont care what others said..be yourself is the most importance..and maybe others were just kidding..hmm..those who called u as auntie in sgi..just ignore them..=)they might be too 'MOU LIU' and like to make fun with girls..hope u'll be okay then..lets cheer up..hehe...=D

Ashley Yean San said...

Wai Yee..=)
Long time x see d..
I wanted to see the happi wai yee again..
jz b urself n enjoy..
dun care wat others think..
=)

Panda said...

weh, ah girl, dun bother about small kids ok. if they kacau, ZHAAA them~~~!!!

Unknown said...

yo,girl.i'm the auntie.wahahaha!chill,babe.i'm angry towards those asshole too,but as time passed,its nothing ler.kids,they just talk brainless thing.and,ah jin always like your body.i really don't know why people so bising about it padahal i ok jer.so,just believe in yourself.u can make the difference.*smile*

emokiddropdead said...

yea, wy..
chillz... i prefer da way u are.. cant gt used to da new u, if u are to be so skinny lyk *ahem ahem*..
at least ya betta den me in da way tht u don have such a @#$%&*^ pimply face lyk me..

kok leong said...

hey
sorry k.
since when i young, i also like you, fat chubby n cute. but when in primary, hell goes wrong. i been tease as a fatso etc.
and when secondary, I realize that i got hyperhidrosis. That time onwards, i felt like the world is unfair for me.

but, God is fair

what A got, B doesn't have
what B got, A doen't have.

(=

just don't care bout what other people said bout ur size etc k

Wai Yee Kooi said...

Frens..i'm okay with it..
just wan to express my feelings..
that i'm a fat girl for 18 years..
i admit that i'm fat...hoho..
well..anyway..haha..

pei.yean san.jin.panda: thank you!!

kok: i din have neither A or B...

Wai Yee Kooi said...

To yen:

hmm..well...sad to hear that u're leaving ...SO FAST!!! hmm..aiya ..ur pimples will gone soon...but my body ...haiz...hahaha...mmmmwah

Key to my soul said...

oikkkkk wy!
u're not fat k
everyone loves u laa
ignore those so-called keep skin assholesss!
eventho i'm not the fren of urs for many years ,i mean since primary sch
but at least we're stil siao and hamsap for 5years whut!*wink*
trust me wy!
u're always the only one!

Wai Yee Kooi said...

ying!!! i'm fine..
hmm..thank you..but i know myself well..but amnyway...3 days more for ur big day...woohoo...rmb last time we use to countdown...^^

Anonymous said...

glad that wai yee is loving herself right now..

Y-A-Y to wai yee..

we all love who and what you are..
but sometimes.. ur craziness scale is abit over the top.

be yourself dear..